This morning, I asked my husband about an issue I have been dealing with for a case. He did not agree with my way forward, telling me that I had to pivot. A crack appeared in my conscious mind, and drips of defensiveness started coming. It was a short exchange, but I ended in tears while also acknowledging his point. I would like to think I have little pride, but I have a lot of shame and insecurity. So, it was me admitting my misstep, then fully panicking at how to hit reverse on weekend strategies I had backed myself into.
It's been three hours. I did a bit of housekeeping and gardening, and the broken pieces are nearly picked up, ready to be joined. I have been listening to a bit of news and some knowledge pieces to get my brain to where it needs to arrive at so I can do some meaningful work. This is just brief documentation.
